There's a lot of things that I long for daily. My cousin Amanda is the main one, she's like my twin sister and its amazing that she's not. We like the same things and even seem to have the same problems with friends and personal problems. It might seem kind of lame but when shes gone it feels like I'm only half of me and life is just duller. When we're together we have the most amazing times ever. I wonder if things would be different if they did lived closer, if we would get on each others nerves more or if it wouldn't be as much fun because we would always be around each other. I wish that my Uncle Dave was still alive, which is her father. It makes me think of my own father and how he lives in AZ and I hardly see him yet I am able to. For Amanda she will never get the chance to physically have her father see her in her prom dress or walk her down the aisle at her wedding.
Even though life moves on and you can't go back I think most people long for something that was in the past. Some type of memory that you wish you could still have or something that happened that you wish would have never gone away. Sometimes it's surprising when those moments come back up and it makes you remember how it was back then. When I was a little girl I was in love with Rainbow Brite. I only had a few episodes of it on VHS but I would watch it over and over. I also had this VHS with some baby songs on it and I would watch that almost everyday when I was a kid. I was surprised one day when I found these old tapes and I decided to watch them. My friend Britt was over and she couldn't figure out what the big deal about these silly cartoon movies was.
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